sila ucapkan tahniah kepada saya!

assalamualaikum...to all

cepat ucap tahniah kat aku...hahahaa...kenapa? sebab semalam aku tengok bola lagi.. semangat tak?siapa cakap aku takde semangat patriotik? hellooo..i'm malaysian okay.. ofcoz la sokong malaysia.. hahaha...*bajet selalu tengok bola jek aku ni..

p/s: waiting for this sunday:)

harimau malaya vs. garuda

assalamualaikum. to all

saya bukan peminat bola sepak. tak pernah terlintas sekali pun nak tengok perlawanan bola sepak. tak kisah la malaysia lawan or even international. orang dok sibuk borak pasal Man.U, Liverpool bagai..tapi aku tak pernah amek port.. kalau yang gugurl pulak tengok bola sebab pemain2 tu handsome.. ada Steven Gerrard, David Beckam. okay, tak paham lah kenapa diorang suka tengok bola.. i'm not interested.

tapi semalam, first time tengok bola dengan penuh perasaan.. hahahaa.. sila gelak.. malaysia lwn indonesia. at first macam jual mahal tak nak tengok. tapi bila tengok sedara2 semangat dok depan tv tu siap jerit, aku pun join 2 kaki. itu pun 30 minit sebelum habis. at least tengok jugak kan. hurmm, football is not what i'm thinking off before. patutlah ramai gila bola. seronok tengok time ramai2.. gamat satu rumah tu we all jerit GOALLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sambil lompat2 sebab gembira sangat Harimau Malaya menang . it was awesome! it was my first time watching football match and hopefully not the last :) i love you HARIMAU MALAYA..

p/s: semangat patriotik itu perlu!

end of foundation.....i'm home

assalamualaikum to all

i'm home.. end of foundation year. after one and half years finally i'm done wit mr.foundation. goodbye miss lds, mrs.ldv, mr. es and mr. ss.. okay, i'm home now. leave them behind and keep them in memories :) let's start with new book and hope the stories inside are better than before.

i planned so much things for my holidays. guess what i'm planning to do?

1. plan A: ternak lemak di rumah
2. plan B: kerja part time kat KL
3. plan C: jadi cikgu comel yang bajet garang kepada kanak2 riang. stay with my sister.
4. plan D: buat tak tahu... haha.

wanna which plan i'm going to do? hahaha... plan A memang sah2 kena reject. konfem2 lah duduk rumah makan masakan mak boleh tambah berat badan aku ni.. so, terpaksa direject disebabkan i'm on diet. haha..sila muntah sekarang. plan B pun kena reject disebabkan banyak consequences yang boleh berlaku. at first plan nak stay kat home sweet home faris putra. but then, diorang ni plan macam2 within this holidays. so, takde orang kat rumah and my kakngah tak setuju kalau aku nak kerja. dia takut aku duduk rumah tu sorang2 plus kat kawasan apartment dia tu banyak 'gagak hitam'. so bahaya untuk aku stay sorang2. so, plan B is rejected. next is plan C, setelah discuss bersama yang dpertua, mereka just agree for plan C. jadi cikgu kepada kanak2 riang dirumah kakngah. tempat ni je yang secure. so, i'm going to stay in KL for the whole holidays.. plan D tu just in case. haha.. tak kena reject. :)

and actually, cuti aku ni tak dikira macam cuti sebab kena kerja:) just 1 week cuti and stay kat my home sweet home ni..

p/s: sorry, i can't look at your face anymore.

muet fever II

assalamualaikum to all..

yeah. i'm still in my room at this lovely hostel. it was awesome! metaphorically speaking perhaps.it is just for the sake of taking MUET which is not compulsory for ipg's students anymore. but then, we still here because we have paid for this exam and we already done our speaking test. so we just finish them all. tomorrow is for reading, writing and listening test. hope to get best marks for these test. so, please be good to me yeah. :)

p/s: the tears are gone with those memories.

my tears drop once more time.

assalamualaikum to all.

my tears is still dropping for uncountable times.

till when you wanna drop.

please, i'm not strong enough to let you drop again.

what for you drop.

just for regretting what had happened?

it just a waste.

i wanna save my tears for others thing which deserve to be cried off.

no one knows. my smile is never walk together with my heart.

stop all the crying. let me start a new walk of life.

my life is still moving on without you.

you with your life. me as well....

p/s: the end.

kawan vs. cinta

assalamualaikum to all..

this is my second entry for today.

tengok sat kat title tu. SESI KAUNSELING. eh.. cik bella ni ada masalah ke???? hellooo...i dont need any kaunselor yet. coz i still have many shoulders to borrow:) sesi kaunseling ni actually berkelompok means my whole classmates have to attend this kind of session. okay, to make it short, we were divided into 5 groups if i'm not mistaken. and each of group got 1 kaunselor-to-be. we got kak nad. for this session, we got a topic on L.O.V.E. we had to answer about 50 questions about relationship. just YES and NO answer. easy right? but then, quite difficult to answer. frankly speaking, i cant answer it well. why? can i leave this ques without answer? just go through with the questions and my kind of relationship is LOGICAL. there are 6 types of relationship.

1. persahabatan-cinta ini bermaksud kamu mencintai seseorang melalui hubungan persahabatan yg telah lama terhasil. kamu mencintai seseorang itu secara perlahan-lahan dr hubungan persahabatn kamu. kamu sendiri tidak menyedari yg hubungan persahabatan kamu telah bertukar kpd percintaan.kamu mengenali pasangan kamu dari hubungan persahabatan lagi.
2. romantis-seperti yang kita tahu, cinta romantis ialah seseorang yang memerlukan jiwa yang romantik drp dirinya mahupun pasangannya. hubungan percintaan yang memerlukan kata2 yang indah dan mengharapkan sesuatu yg manis drp pasangannya.
3. logikal-cinta ini ialah cinta yg kamu telah menetapkan ciri-ciri pada bakal pasangan kamu. dia seorang penyabar yang sanggup menunggu pasangan yang betul2 menepati ciri yang dikehendakinya.
4. permainan-banyak mempermainkan hati dan perasaan pasangannya. lebih kepada bercinta hanya untuk suka2. playgirl atau playboy.
5. pengorbanan-cinta ini dia sanggup berkorban apa sahaja demi pasangannya.suka membantu pasangannya dalam kesusahan dan berusaha keras demi yang dicintainya. hubungan yang ekstrem dan seorang yang penyabar dalam hubungan percintaan. sanggup berkorban apa sahaja sehingga sanggup menggadaikan kariernya demi pasangan yang dicintainya.
6. kepunyaan-cinta yang banyak mengongkong pasangannya. kurang yakin dengan hubungan yang telah dijalinkan. sentiasa was-was terhadap pasangannya.

aku tak berapa nak ingatlah marks for each one of them. yang aku ingat semua relation ni markah lebih kurang je. 4/5 and highest ialah logikal. after kak nad explain one by one jenis2 relation ni, we all pun discuss lah isu-isu yang best pasal cinta. ada banyak persoalan yang terbangkit. yang paling hot- sahabat, boleh ke jadi kekasih? kami bagi pendapat masing-masing and sebulat suara kami mengatakan bahawa seorang sahabat tak boleh jadi kekasih tapi akan kekal menjadi sahabat selamanya. and wanna know my opinion?

- cik bella kata: bila kali pertama saya jumpa someone which is a guy and hati kata *he'll be my friend, and forever he'll be my friend. but, when my first sight says this guy is for you to fall in love, and yet, he'll be my lover. ya, this is my principle in love. don't agree with me? who cares?

and one more thing in love, never believe and tend to sacrifices everything to any guy even you really love him before he becomes your husband. because, he does not deserve to get your sacrifices. it's no offence for you to in love because love is a special gift from Allah. love is too special to give to somebody who we never know. so, keep the love for someone who deserve for it and let him be the first to feel your love:)...i talked based on my experiences before. i wish to keep my love to HIM ...

-others said: bila hubungan persahabatan tu tiba2 bertukar kepada cinta, selalunya hubungan tu tak kekal lama. biasanya ianya akan menjadi lebih teruk. and kita akan kehilangan sahabat tu selama-lamanya. ya, i partially agree with them. and i'm afraid it happen to me.

......you all percaya tak cinta selepas kahwin? one of my friend believe this. because, she only believe on qada' and qadar and jodoh. sometimes, it's difficult for us to believe this. but then, this is the right path which we should go through. however, we never satisfy and keep finding the mr.right. and at the end of the day, we end up with tears. haha. inilah adat yang kita amalkan selama ni. so, we should change those mentality and start new leave!

the conclusion are....

1. cinta itu satu fitrah. kita tak pernah boleh halang cinta itu datang dan pergi. siapa kita untuk halang fitrah yang allah bagi. tapi percayalah, jika kita bijak tangani cinta manusia yang datang kepada kita, nescaya, allah akan bagi cinta manusia yang terindah kepada kita. tapi, ingatlah, jika kita terlalu asyik dengan cinta manusia sehingga lalai akan tanggungjawab kita didunia ini, maka cinta manusia itu tak kan kekal lama. maka, mohonlah kepada DIA berikan cinta itu bila sampai masanya dan kepada insan yang telah termaktub di luh mahfuz bahawa dia jodoh untuk kita. amin...
2. cinta kepada manusia yang belum tentu jodoh kita, tidak perlukan pengorbanan. untuk apa berkorban untuk seseorang yang bukan hak kita. jangan perhambakan diri kita pada lelaki yang tidak layak terima pengorbanan kita.
3. hubungan yang terjalin lama tidak semestinya mampu melahirkan perasaan cinta. so, kalau tak nak friendship tu end up macam tu je, elakkan bercinta dengan sahabat sendiri. tapi, kalau dah ditakdirkan sahabat kita tu jodoh kita, elak macam mana pun itu memang jodoh kita. maka bersyukurlah jodoh kita adalah lelaki yang dah lama kita kenal. so, no worries:)

that's all i think.. any opinion on this topic?just leave me a comment:) i'm glad to discuss bout this.. haha

p/s: kepada yang berkenaan: i'm afraid to lose you. that's why i could not make it even tried so many times. craving for your understanding :)

hari mengemas sedunia:)

assalamualaikum.. to all

morning for those who still do not sleep. tadi suasana hostel ni gamat semacam. itu tandanya kami semua dah habis exam and the most important, cuti sem a.k.a cuti sekolah dah mula... so semua orang busy mengemas bilik yang ibarat tongkang pecah sebab haru-biru dengan exam.

gambar hiasan. just like our room:)

next sem semuanya tukar baru. bilik baru. blok asrama baru. and roomate baru for those yang terpaksa tukar roomate and dengan rela hati nak tukar. in this case, i stay in the same hostel but then get new room and new roomate. so, we all semua sibuk lah mengosongkan bilik yang terlalu sarat dengan khazanah alam yang pelbagai. and for those yang rumah yang sejengkal macam aku ni konfem2 lah bilik macam kat rumah sendiri. so tersangatlah banyak barang yang terpaksa dibawa pulang ke pangkal jalan which is my home sweet home. terpaksalah kemas 2 3 hari awal dari diorang ni. berkotak2 dah barang2 aku angkut simpan kat bilik TV. disebabkan barang yang keterlaluan, dengan senyum simpul mintak tolong ayah datang 2 kali sebab macam tak muat je kalau 1 trip. tapi..... ayah dengan senang hati menolak permintaan anak manja dia ni. :( nak menangis je rasa. tapi.. anak manja dia ni dah matured. wekkkk. boleh muntah sekarang. haha.. pandai2lah berdikari yek cik bella. i managed to borrow mr.froggy. so, just drive and angkut semua khazanah2 alam tu. esok a.k.a hari ni, aku plan nak balik rumah senyap2..biar terkejut ayah kesayangan aku tu. *actually, my mum dah tau dah. siap order nak lunch kat rumah. okay malu. hahaha.. whatever... yang penting hari sabtu ni takdelah banyak sangat barang nak bawak balik. boleh lah berlagak dengan kanak2 kat sini konon macam tak banyak barang.. hehe.. poyo jek.....tapi tak perlu nak berlagak sangatlah yek cik bella. orang lain balik hari jumaat, kau kena balik hari sabtu. ni semua sebab mr.MUET yang dah tak wajib tu amek tu..it's okay muet tersayang, i'll do my best k. :P

.......okay. done one entry for 'tonight'. let's move to the next!

p/s: my tears dropped again..

entry pertama selepas EXAM!

assalamualaikum.. to all

this is my first entry after facing the lovely n kindly so called MR.EXAMINATION!!!!!

Okay, lets me introduce all the lovely papers ya.

1. first, miss LDS a.k.a grammar. this lady is so kind till all of us kind of SPEECHLESS. ya, it's difficult till i have no word to say. * just an exaggeration .
2. second, mr.LDV a.k.a writing and reading. this paper seems like our SPM i think. not bad. i have to understand 2 kind of long paragraph essay which is difficult to understand it well. but still can go through with it. and wrote two essays, 250words and 350-500words. the first essay is a guided one and the next i have to choose any one of the title given and write it out.
3. third paper is mrs. ES a.k.a literature. okay, this paper really killing me softly. one word for this paper, WORDLESS. honestly, frankly speaking, i'm not so into this kind of subject. literature!!!! owh please. i never falling in love with literature. just imagine how can i answer all the question given that day without reading all the novel and drama. i'm not an english book's reader. i'm not falling with them yet. but one day perhaps. within this 1 and half year foundation, i have to learn almost 10 poems, short stories, a drama of Macbeth, a drama of Trifle and a novel of To Kill a Mockingbird plus several others poem. but only 2 out of everything i learned in lesson only took place in that paper. okay, lets give a big. applause. on that day, i have to answer 1 unseen poem of night rider and a short story of quiet hour which we never heard the title before. and something that i think quite ridiculous, the poem cant be found in the net. and the short stories is too unseen. i could not understand the abstract given. and i think even they give me the whole story i still could not manage to understand it. talking bout the question given for the drama of Macbeth. a short question but quite hard to brainstorm the idea. give 2 ways how Shakespeare cultivated his audience in centuries. okay, what should i write. i never remember about this kind of person. not interested at all. so, i just wrote what i want. last but not least, the last question is about the novel of TKAM. the question asked us to relate the themes and timeless. and i'm not interested to talk about this question. that's all i can describe about this kind of WORDLESS paper.
4. last paper is mr.SS a.k.a social studies. its about our life. i love this subject. but then, i still think this paper is slowly giving me headache. so, no word for this paper because what i know is I HAVE DONE all the papers.

which one of these paper give you more description? of course the 3rd one. the one that killing me softly. but i'm still alive till now. alhamdullah. thank you allah for borrowing me this life me to go through. okay, the last paper end means WE ARE DONE WITH THE FOUNDATION YEAR. yeah. but still MUET is waiting for us this 19th november. so, lets have some fun.

all in all, alhamdulillah, i'm thankful that i have finished this foundation year and 4 years more to go through. ya allah, guide me to the right path to go through. Amin.

p/s: hope to get better :)

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birthday prank for 7th eleven!

assalamualaikum.. to all:)

happy birthday, kaklong:)

this week is actually an exam week. and i'm not suppose to write any entry right. hahaha..hopefully, this entry can be considered as practicing on writing an essay as tomorrow we will sit for LDV's paper which require us to write about 2 essays.. 

in this entry, i would like to share on the birthday prank which was held on last Sunday. this birthday prank was for my cousin, Kaklong CT who was born on 7th November. my cousins and i was planned this prank a week before the day as all of us were going back to our hometown for aidiladha. the best part is, we managed to collect money for this birthday celebration. i'm very glad because we have a strong bond between each other. we supported each other and gave full commitment on every plan we decided. the money collection was for a birthday cake and a special birthday present. other expenses was sponsored by our uncle and aunt. 

here the birthday girl-kaklong CT

to make it more memorable, i made a handmade box which can put something inside. guess what had we inserted in? .....we inserted birthday's notes for her. every each of us were required to write a birthday note on a paper and even my father and uncle wrote a very meaningful note for her. . its up to them to write on. this is the second best part :) as i said before, all of us gave the commitment. once again, i'm very glad with them.

untied the knots:)..jeng..jeng..jeng

on the day, which was night before her birthday, we gathered along and started the prank. we tied her eyes and hand and hold her hand to walked around our home. she started to scream. we just ignored her words. then, let her stood outside in the dark while we set up the party inside. after that, we brought her inside, in front of the cake and we sang a birthday song for her. the third best part is, we sang the song accompanied by the guitar. its sound so awesome. we untied those knots and she blew the candles with her wishes.

with us

with us

then, we sat together and she read all the notes given by us. she read one by one. nothing left. i believe, this is a very memorable moment to be remembered.

one of the notes, if i'm not mistaken, it's from zaimi

reading the notes given:)

the smallest note

the notes given from us

....yeah!!! we done a very great job! we enjoyed the moment. thanks to all.

special gift from us-a handbag which she wished to have

with all the presents

to my lovely cousin, kaklong CT, i wish for your happiness and may allah bless your way of life and give you a bright future to be experienced:)

to my lovely and supportive cousins, i love this moment, and i hope it will remain ever after.

photos of US

with kaklong syafiqah,

with syaza

with hasif a.k.a pakcik perasan macho

with zaimi, the guitarist

with her mom

with mak dara-kak yati n kak ogy n two boys

with hariz

with me:) n flower in the mouth

the triangle box

p/s: exams make me SPEECHLESS!

rasa nak marah..tapi....

assalamualaikum..

nampak macam dah berkepuk habuk kat miss.bloggy ni.. sorry terpaksa men2nd-choicekan anda sebab cik bella banyak keje nak buat this week. nak tau list-to-do cik bella?ni dia....

1. journal writing-45 entries for 3 semesters
2. LDS assignment..
3. study?????
4. etc....

banyak tak???.....hahaha..tak banyak pun list tu..but then each one of the list need me to spend a lot of time on it.. just imagine. this week dah 2 malam aku tak tido..ahad malam isnin, salah sendiri sebab tak nak tido.. boleh jadi tengok drama korea(Prosecutor's Princess) sampai azan subuh. ni semua sebab taknak drag drama tu sampai berhari-hari. then, selasa malam rabu pulak wholeheartedly buat LDS assignment. done! but then banyak pulak yang salah.. so, kena re-do.. rasa macam nak give-up. just hantar je yang aku dah siapkan tu. tapi, usaha tangga kejayaan.. betul tak miss diela?...so malam ni aku plan untuk buat correction. tapi takdelah sampai tak tido.. no NESCAFE tonight. bcoz i want a good sleep tonite.. :)..okay. gtg.. mr.LDS dah jerit2 tu.. okay.. nyte world.. sweet dream. have a nice day.. :)

.........entry tak synchronize dengan tajuk.

p/s: perlu/tak perlu rasa marah sebab buat aku tertunggu-tunggu?