YESTERDAY WAS A FAIRY TALE.. BUT TODAY IS A REALITY

MOOD: today was a fairy tale..


this is not a fairy tale story, not even a CINDERELLA story..

but this is MY STORY


yesterday, i was DREAM to be with you.. but today, i'm no longer THINK about you.. not for a second..

yesterday, i HOPED to live my life with you, but today, i'm no longer WANT to live with you.. never

yesterday, i was the HAPPIER person in this world because of your love, but today, i am the HAPPIEST person in this world because i'm no longer love you

yesterday, i KEPT THINKING about you, but today, no more YOU IN MY MIND...

yesterday, you're my PRIORITY, but today, YOU never and no longer my PRIORITY..

yesterday, my SMILE was only for you, but today, my SMILE is not yours anymore..

yesterday, I'M YOURS, but today, I WILL NEVER BE YOURS..


FULL STOP...

YESTERDAY IS NOT THE SAME WITH TODAY..


I HOPE FOR SUNSHINE FROM ALLAH.. ONLY FROM HIM..

I ONLY THINK ABOUT ALLAH.. I ONLY WANT HIS LOVE..
HIS LOVE IS MY PRIORITY NOW AND FOREVER INSYALLAH..

AND MY PRIORITY ARE MY FAMILY AND MY LIFE..

MY SMILE IS ALWAYS FOR EVERYONE.. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MAKES ME SMILE...

project?

huh..short entry perhaps
cik bella, bila mahu mula buat projek anda????



konon nk bg hari tu..
nasib baik tak janji kat bff nak bg ape and bile..

bila..bila...bila???????????????

hurmm..bila ye?

you are not welcome to my life

JUST GO AWAY...FULL STOP..

today. free. time.

suppose we all ada class sampai kul 3ptg. but then, lecturer tak sihat so class cancel.. so apa lagi,miss bella yg kuat jalan ni pun mula merancang untuk keluar... hahahaha..tak tau ajak sape..tiba2 ada sorg kanak2 riang lagi comel pelawa naik motor ngan dia...terbaik la kan..dah laa aku ni penakut naik motor.. tp takpe..kanak2 comel ni da ajak.. maka kami pergi bersama.. dr kul 3 sampai kul 5 kot.. tawaf Jusco Bandaraya.. hajat di hati nak beli sport shoes tp dibantah oleh kanak2 riang bernama FA.. ni antara dialog dia supaya kau tak beli..'boleh tak kau beli time ada sale????'opsss...hurmm....alaaaaaa....sambil tgk2 kasut smbil berfikir...dr 1 kedai ke 1 kedai yg lain..dr harga yg mampu smpai la harga yg belum mampu... and finally... TAK JADI BELI...terima kasih kpd cik FA yg comel sbb pengaruh sy supaya x membazir...

petang..konon mcm rajin nk gi bukit serindit..nk jogging.. last2 disebabkan kepenatan...tak jd pegii.kesian kat kanak2 yg lain...tp sbb tak nak hampakan mereka, aku pun join gi riadah... 1st gi gym. tp cam boring. so jalan2 kat track pgl.. 1 round bosan. last2 dpt idea nk bwk basikal..maka kami pi la pinjam basikal2 kat hostel tu..

seriously dah lama tak bawak basikal...kekok je rasa time bwk...mcm bdk baru belajar je...hahaha...seronok berbasikal round ipg tercinta bersama ashratul izzati.. i lovin'it.. nnti ada masa kita bwk basikal lagi ok ash!!!

alhamdulillah...finally

alhamdulillah.. i done with all my feelings towards you..
no more tears


and no more love for you


accept for

I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER WHO ARE YOU....

but dont worry ya.. i'll never hate you..


tq for those things.. i appreciate it even i knew you never appreciate me as well...
whatever it is..nothing will never be changed..i stick to my decision.. no more place for you in my life.. once i said no it will be never forever..

cake hangus!!!

mood: nak buat cake..
disebabkan ada instant flour yg nak expired next week so aku pun rasa nk mencuba drpd biarkan tepung tu expired mcm tu je...hurmmm...first time buat cake..mak cakap takpe kalau tak jadi sbb first time..kalau keras boleh baling je kat dinding...ahahah..dapat moral support dr mak..

excited nye sediakan bahan2..semua bahan dah ada so tak yah beli pape..


time adun bahan2 tu mcm teror je...hahaha..mula2 nmpk ok..excited la jugak..



time bakar tu nak dijadikan cerita aku lupa nak set masa.*actually tak tau pun masa dia..plus tak reti guna yg manual...tu la bella suka sgt pakai yg moden...

maka inilah nasib si Cake Butter tu....frustnya!!!!!!!!


semalam time tgk kek jd macam ni rasa mcm nak nangis je..tp mak ckp takpe learn from mistake...syg mak sgt2...next time boleh cuba lagi..


P/S: saya budak baru belajar kalau salah tolong tunjukkan...haaahahaa...

I'M IN LOVE!!!!!

entry kali ni nak story pasal L.O.V.E

aku baru je frust bcoz of man's love..tp sekarang ni AKU JATUH CINTA LAGI!!!!mak tolong la anakmu yg single nie....hahaa..ayat tak boleh bla...

serious memang ngah falling in love..always in my dream...siang malam ingat kat 'DEAR'.. nak sangat 'DEAR'..hurmm..tp macam mana ye???

nak tau siapa DEAR yg aku maksudkan?

jeng jeng jeng

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ni la si empunya badan...


teringan nak DEAR..hurmm..ntah bila laa dapat DEAR..sape nak bagi ye..boleh tak kalau nak mintak as hantaran drpd MR.RIGHT??boleh je..kan..kan..kan..haha..okay, kepada bakal MR.RIGHT, sila take note ya..haha..i'm just craping..

actually, aku mmg suka amek gambar..bagi je aku camera pape konfem full memory..hahaha.. I LOVE TO CAPTURE THINGS..

aku makin jatuh cinta ngan DEAR ni disebabkan MR.Marzuki bg aku pakai DSLR dia yg berat tu time test hockey.. semua pictures cun je..best bangat..saya mahu kamu!!!
and disebabkan seronok sangat amek gambar, aku fail test tu..padan muka kau bella..tapi takpe..we all yg fail ni boleh repeat..
ni antara pictures yg aku amek..Mr.Marzuki upload kat FB dia..



yg penting aku enjoy petang tu sebab dapat bermanja dengan DSLR even tu orang punya...insyallah, one day aku akn dapat DEAR tu...

P/S: ada sape2 yg murah hati nak bagi tak???

Kem Lanchang,Pahang

weekend at Lanchang,Pahang.
penginapan 3 hari 2 malam.
di hotel 5 stars bertaraf antarabangsa.

one word from me, this camp was very great plus awesome!!!
why? because i learned a lot form this camp. i got new experience.. i like!!
a lot of activities here.

FIRST DAY, 1APR2011

first of all,

* bird watching- best coz i got experience to use this





i could see the birds flying and other things fly around there..

* went to the 'ZOO'

seriously sangat kagum!!! why? because inside the zoo i could see and talk to the animals.. hahaah..*craping...actually haiwan2 tu telah diawet untuk tujuan kajian and of course for education. rasionalnya untuk future genaration dapat tengok secara dekat haiwan2 ni kalau2 haiwan2 ni dah pupus.. so that takde laa mereka ni just dapat tengok gambar.. macam2 ada.. actually ada 3 jenis pengawetan. tp tak ingat secara saintafik..kalau tak silap specimen(kering), basah(kimia) dan tulang.. gajah, harimau, badak, beruang dll ni diawet secara kering.. actually, binatang2 ni akan diawetkan secara kering then organ2 dalaman akan dikeluarkan then baru lah direka bentuk ikut kreativiti orang yang buat. next, secara basah ni biasanya binatang macam katak, ular, labah2, dll. binatang ni akan diawet guna bahan kimia. part ni paling menggelikan coz banyak katak yang diorang ada.. and diorang pun ada awet katak yang sangat besar ala-ala cerita Putera Katak kat TV3. last, tulang ni biasanya diorang awet binatang sepeti ular dll. actually, semua binatang yang ada tulang boleh diawet tulang rangka.


then kami dapat tengok Harimau yang ada sejarah hidup yang sangat sedih.. kesian sey.. why??? nama harimau ni Si Awang Belum yang Malang.. actually kena jerat oleh manusia yang takde hati plus perut. Si Awang Belum ni tried hard utk lepaskan diri so kaki dia cedera teruk.

this is Si Awang Belum

our first night.. serius memang ngantuk tp malam tu aku kena duty..dr 1pm till 3 pm..time duty tu tak wat pape melainkan makan borak gosip n so on..hahaha..patutnya round campsite..tapi rasa macam selamat je tempat tu...

next day, 2APR2011
subuh tu group kami and another group kena bagi tazkirah based on lagu nasyid then kena huraikan maksud tersurat and tersirat.. kami pilih lagu Fatamorgana..then ANA selaku bakal ustazah yg huraikan nasyid tu..



then ada exercise pagi..kami wat poco2..takde picture laa.

next we all divided by 2 groups PINK N GREEN for 2 difference activities.. orienteering and jungle trekking..

so group aku dpt jungle trekking dulu..from this kami dapat banyak input tentang hutan flora fauna and everything bout environment..

PICTURE TAK DAPAT NAK UPLOAD SEKARANG COZ ASH BELUM BAGI SOFTCOPY PICTURES..next time i'll edit this post ok..

after lunch and solat, we all pegi SANTUARI GAJAH, KUALA GANDAH. kat sini dapat bagi gajah makan , and dapat naik gajah.. best sey..

next kitorang gi rumah orang asli CEK WONG..kat sini dpt try menyumpit


next destination, we all ke DEERLAND..kami dpt jumpa the owner, Hj Abdullah if im not mistaken.. kat sini of course laa banyak binatang namanya DEER..kami diajar macam mana nak bagi makan kat deer ni...tgk laa picture bawah nie..seram sey..



aku ni memang manusia paling takut dengan binatang.. takde pun picture aku ngan mereka2 coz aku sibuk amek pic org lain.. TABIK SPRING laa kat diorang yang berani..huhu..

kat sini pun ada BERUANG.. tak leh nak manja2 just boleh take a picture..


ular pun ada jugak..


memang menarik DEERLAND ni.. byk experience kat sini..thumbs up to them..

then kami pulang ke pangkal jalan.. after rest kitorang ada RENTIS SUNGAI pulak..kena tutup mata pegang bahu kawan2 n dengar arahan leader..seriously rasa kekurangan penglihatan.. at first ktorg jalan by group. then kena jalan sorang2 follow tali yg ada untuk sampai ke destinasi yg sebenar..aktiviti ni mmg best..mencabar.. time ni tak boleh bwk pape so camera pun tak boleh...hurmm..so tak dpt upload pictures time nie..nnti aku try dptkan pictures dr Pakngah..

sgt penat activiti petang tu..malam ada Malam Budaya.. Group Langsat wat Choral Speaking.. tema pasal Alam Sekitar..we all dpt no.4..group lain gempak giler performance diorang..diorang semua ada bakat yang terpendam..especially SITI MAS EKA..haha...not bad suara dia..terkejut time tgk dia nyanyi..wowwwowow..haha

LAST DAY, 3APR2011

group aku kena gi orienteering pulak..first kitaorang belajar nk baca bearing..senang la jugak..tapi sekarang ni cam lupa sikit sbb bearing takde depan mata..haahaa...aku partner ngan ASH..konfiden je time masuk hutan tu.. last2 tersesat sebab terlepas pandang 1 checkpoint bearing..jauh la jugak kitaorang jalan sampai laa jumpa sungai..nasib baik la faci bgtau kalau jumpa sungai maksudnya dah sesat..so kami pun patah balik n dapat keluar...dalam hutan tu banyak MR.PACAT kiss aku.. saja nk tinggalkan kenangan..

last activity, we all kena wat LUKISAN ALAM..nk tau macam mana rupa lukisan tu???
hurmm..nnti aku upload ya..just explain sikit dulu.. kami kena wat model kat atas tanah..tema nya mcm biasa alam sekitar..

okay, sudah mahu pulang..ada majlis penutup.. bla..bla..bla..dah boleh balik..after zohor..gerak kul 2 sampai IPG tercinta kul 9 malam..

i'm back!!!

okay butterflies.. i'm back!!!
but tired enough to story morry tonite..
wait for tomorrow ya!!
lots of stories to story...
hahaa
c u tomorrow!!!

oppss...another camp to attend

assalamualaikum

sekarang nie jam menunjukkan 3:14 am.. actually dah tido td but then dikejutkan oleh kak zu coz diorg baru balik dari IB..nasib baik laa aku terjaga bila ada phone call..kalau tak konfem esok aku akan rasa sangat bersalah sebab menyusahkan mereka yang dah penat tu.. alhamdulillah..this is my responsibilities to take care of the key..

and sekarang nie agak susah nk tido..tp actually boleh je tido kalau paksa...

lagi beberapa jam we all nk gerak ke Lanchang, Pahang.. ada camp under PJ Department.. Pakngah Hisyam ckp tempat tu best and the others unit pun ckp benda yg sama.. but ada benda yang perlu berjaga-jaga..especially MR.PACAT yg sangat mesra dgn manusia...okay.. itu sgt takut.. mcm2 jgak la ktorg prepare as the precautions..

Nnti dah balik sini i'll story morry with you ya miss blog. wait ya..just 3 days and 2 night.. i'll miss you babe...


P/: MR.PACAT SILA BUAT BAIK DENGAN KAMI SEMUA...