mentaliti doktor kerajaan

assalamualaikum.. selamat pagi to all.

today, as i said in my previous entry, i wanna go to clinic. and this morning i went to the clinic and of course i have to go to the gov. clinic. alhamdulillah, i didn't have to wait for a long period of time as there were not so many patience waiting for their turn. i got turn no.1514 and had to entered room no.13. i met the doctor and told bout my eyes. my eyes was not infected but it's turned to reddish because of hygienic. i couldn't wear the lens within 1 week. orait then. and before left, i asked her to give medicine for my sore throat, migraine and for flu. she seems like writing everything on the paper. however, when i took my medicine at the so called as pharmacy, i only got a bottle of eye drop, antibiotic, and 'ubat tahan sakit'. and i was thinking where's the other medicine. i wanna ask but they're busy and i couldn't ask for my other medicine. kak zuli@my senior also experienced the same as me. and i think the doctor in charge for her was more annoyed compared to me. she's a malay woman and for us she shouldn't treat us like that. for them, we come to see the doctor because we wanna escape from our classes. hello.. what for we go to your clinic just for the silly reason. as a doctor especially gov.servant, you shouldn't do that to us and everyone. it is your job to treat patient. even though we pay nothing for your treatment, but you already paid by our gov. for your services...

p/s: gov.hospital vs private hospital?

bini-biniku gangsters.

assalamualaikum..

you all dah tgk movie ni? seriously the best. i like like like like.. oppsss..over pulak. aku pegi dgn my 2 girlfriends. fatin and diyana. gelak giler2 citer ni.. hurmm.. but then, ada scene yg rasa nak keluar air mata ni tp control la kan.. hahaha.. just imagine, a woman tends to let her husband marries another woman because she couldn't give birth. seriously, this is too sad. another thing is, the 2nd wife married to her husband just because to revenge. this is call as sweet revenge.. ya, how could she did it.. wanna know more bout this movie, just go to GSC@MBO and buy ticket for this movie.. hahaha. experience it by your own is better than listen to others.

what ever it is.. i give 9/10 stars for this movie.. i adore you SS.. see ya..


p/s: why couple seat? there's another hidden agenda.. think it positively.

eye infections

assalamualaikum..

my eyes was infected by viruses..especially my right eye. everybody asked me bout my eye and i have no answer for it. hurm, i should go to clinic a.s.a.p before it become worst. so i'll talk bout this later..

p/s: allah is warning me bout something..

fashion trends

assamualaikum to all..

we're required to do a research on any topic that we like to. and my friend and i choose to discuss on the topic of Fashion Trends. people love to be fashionable to make them look more beautiful, gorgeous, and also mesmerizing. in fact, sometimes, people who is more fashionable is more confident compared to someone who is very outdated in fashion. in order to accomplish this research, we've divided ourselves into two types of fashion trends which are western fashion trends and eastern fashion trends. and as for me, i have to find more information on the western fashion trends. in this field of fashion, we can see that fashion is updating from time to time. people change their fashions according to the trend of the year. for example, back then in 1960's till 1970's, people more interested to vintage and retro style of fashion. after years, this fashion trends are being popular within our community. for this changes, we can see that, people may change their style of fashion according to the years and probably the current popular trends. even though, at first people may look awkward     on the fashion, but then, more people tend to follow them. for example, we can see clearly on the shawl trend nowadays. back then, people are not familiar to wear shawl and we can see less scarf shop sells the shawls. however, in these few years, this shawl trends is the most popular than other scarves. every each of scarf's shop  will sell many types and design of shawls  to attract  people to come in especially the teenagers. and nowadays, people who is wearing shawl looks more up to dated person and she tends to capture the others attraction.

raya @ipg kampus perempuan melayu melaka

assalamualaikum to all

syawal nak sampai ke penghujungnya.. this is the last weekend for syawal. and probably there're many houses going to be opened..hahaha.. and today i'm going to go a few more houses with my lovely sisters.. but then, this entry is going to story morry bout our aidilfitri celebration that was held yesterday. before the celebration, we had a few more agenda on the day such as monthly assembly, majlis punah bakti(persaraan lecturer), hari kualiti and celebration hari raya..

and one thing yang aku perasan hari ni tersangatlah ramai yang dressup in green... let's take a look..

1. mr.marzuki * ketua jabatan bahasa

2. mdm iswander kaur *social studies lecturer

3. my self..hehehe

4. and my lovely and sweet classmates

            .syida.me.fa.

5. oppss.. here is adila fazleen

orait then, no word to say. just pictures can tell the story of us.. haha..so enjoy the pictures..

               .polka dots.

         .me and ash.

               .makan.

                                    .ours.

                    .with our mum,mdm mastura.

                .fatin.

that's all for this entry.. thanks for reading..

entry tidak bertajuk

assalamualaikum to all..

i wanna write something in this blank page.. but every each of my sentences will be erased by myself.. why??? because i don't really know how to interpret my feelings right now.. and this is the only thing that i could write..

okay cik bella, time to sleep.. esok jamuan raya.. so hopefully i could right something for the moment.. love all..

p/s: miss you faris putra. see you in few more hours.. love you baby...

bahagiakah aku?

SEBARKAN BAHAGIA

Bahagia itu bukan destinasi
yang belum pasti
bahagia ada setiap hari
dinikmati oleh hati

Bahagia anugerah Ilahi
berhak dimiliki
buat siapa yang mencari
dengan petunjuk hakiki

Bahagia perlu diciptakan
bukan sekadar diangankan
dalam setiap keadaan
dalam setiap kesempatan

Usah terus sengsara
bahagiamu di depan mata
ciptakanlah bahagia
dan sebarkan bahagia

FATIMAH SYARHA
assalamualaikum..thanks for somebody who shared this to me. i appreciated your sharing and caring.. hurmm. am i happy with my life? think so. but then, i still wondering how....
.......short entry for this while.
p/s: mr.mood pliz come back..i'm begging you

sambutan hari kemerdekaan yang ke 54 dan hari malaysia

assalamualaikum dan salam 1 Malaysia to all.

okay, hari ni baru ada mood nak story morry with you all. aku baru je balik dari celebration merdeka day di Dataran Merdeka and stay di Putrajaya selama 11 hari (6sept-16sept). so hari ni baru nak mengupdate apa2 yg patut di update. mcm2 yg aku nk story. so kalau rasa entry ni terpanjang dari biasa korang boleh abaikan and klik button close..hahaahaaa..

me: salam mak. ila otw nk gi putrajaya ni

mak: wsalam. owh.. ati2 kat sana. lagi 1 jgn dok main mata pulak kat sana.. jgn jd mcm dulu.. yg dh pisah tu pisah je la ye.. *sambil gelak2..

me: oppss..insyallah.. *dlm ati: mmg taubat taknak main mata dah..no more eye contact pliz..hahahaha

dlm bas we all tido macam setahun tak tido..bajet masa kat sana tak dpt tido..haha..padahal mostly kat sana we all tido..

okay, lets make a move.

we all stay at tingkat 9 blok b presint 17 putrajaya.

we all ada 3 kali latihan dalam sehari. 1.pagi*after subuh/before subuh dah gerak di dataran merdeka 2. petang*after asar kat area apartment presint 17. 3. malam*after maghrib/before maghrib dah gerak gi dataran merdeka. cuba teka we all kena buat ape kat sini lebih kurang macam bazir masa but then, we actually create a history okay.. hahaha...this is what we have done.. and IPG is performing HUMAN L.E.D...

next, this is our daily routine:

1. bangun kul 4.30a.m siap2 utk latihan pagi.

2. 5.30-6.00 a.m rebut2 naik bas utk ke D.M

3. 7-11 a.m latihan pagi human l.e.d

4. 11.15 a.m rebut2 naik bas utk pulang ke gagang..*bajet mcm anak2 burung nak blk apartment..

5. 12.30-1.30 p.m lunch hour

6. 2.00-4.00 p.m heavenly tido

7. 5.00p.m-6.00p.m latihan petang

8.*entry kali ni more than 7 lists laa..huhu.... 7.00-7.30p.m siap and turun utk rebut2 bas ke D.M

9. 8-10.00p.m latihan malam

10.30p.m rebut2 naik bas lagi..

11.30p.m supper and mendaki naik ke tingkat 9 blok b.

12.30 a.m tido.. *tp biasenye aku tido kul 1 lebih2.

* actually, this is just based on my estimation.. takdelah 100% betul timing nye.. sometimes lambat and kadang2 terawal pulak..ikut mood..hahaah

next, makan

hari2 we all kat sini mmg best.. even do the same thing. tp tak boring sbb mmg enjoy habis.. lupa segala masalah especially bout the 'place'.. opss..off record yek. pastu, makan pun free.. ditanggung 100% tak perlu bayar okay.. so this is the perfect time utk menggemukkan badan..huhu.. yes, i'm one of them..terasa gemuk after balik dari putrajaya..patutnye rasa kurus sbb kena mendaki sampai tingkat 9.. hahaah..

ni lah blok yang we all stay

2000 ipg's students involved in this performance.. and we all kena duduk atas stage mcm tangga and tersangat lah tak kukuh..seriously rasa tak secure duduk atas tu.. but then, diorang ada baiki and we feel secure finally.

next, this is our prop's lists:

1. t-shirt yellow-white

2. jaket blue-red-white

3.slack navvy blue

4.topi

5.payung from indonesia*sorry terpaksa buang sbb dah rosak.

6. beg*same goes to this bag.

7.glove*you too.

8.bendera*pulangkan semula

9.pom-pom*takde orang nak bwk balik benda nih..bagi free pun i taknak

semua ni we all guna time latihan and performance.. that's why laa payung tu terpaksa dibuang sbb rosak..what do you expect dgn latihan selama 9 hari?? hahaha..konfem laa payung yg look sweet tu boleh rosak.. same goes to the bag.. dah koyak rabak sbb low quality and plus aku bwk ke hulu ke hilir..as if orang lain tak bawak pulak beg tu..ganas gler cik bella ni..malu2..tutup muka cepat..hhaha

next, anti en.shah

kat sini aku ada anti someone.. geram giler ngan orang ni. wanna know why?? ade ke patut dia ckp aku bwk bantal time gi latihan.. sbb dia tengok beg aku ni gemuk semacam je.. bajet macam beg2 orang lain tak gemuk.. beg ni gemuk semua sbb pom-pom yg sarat tu. depan2 orang ramai dia ckp mcm tu..maka dengan itu, dia telah mengisytiharkan perang dengan aku..hahahah..bajet mcm world war jek. tp sekarang dah tak anti lagi.. hahaha..

even pom-pom ni sarat tapi bila perform tersangat lah cantik

next, this is not our culture,

"this is not our culture."...semua orang konfem ingat quotes coach kitorang ni.. setiap kali diorang nak boo time latihan coach ni akan ckp thi is not our culture.. hurmm.. at first, i was thinking that he was a very great guy as he always think in positive side. but then, few days before the end, i lost the respect on him as he's not really a great guy as i think before. why? just because he and the other coach wanted to entertain us, they simply make something without thinking about the pro and cons. they should think about expectation on them.. haaha..sorry, saya tak hormat anda lagi.. story nye macam ni, we all ada celebrate hari raya on 14sept. so, that night ada performance from the coaches. and 2 orang daripada mereka ni dengan berani mati nya pakai ala2 perempuan..siap dengan make up, rambut and yg paling obvious dress up.. seriously, jijik dengan diorang.. menyanyi, menari sambil bergesel.. ya allah, seriously, aku malu dengan tindakan diorang. kenapa aku pulak nak malu ?? sebab diorang ni orang islam, melayu, and maybe a teacher too.. malu sebab pertontonkan keabaiban depan non-muslim yg ada kat situ.. is this our culture?? kena lah tanya pada coach kami.. boleh nak berhibur tapi bukan dengan cara ni. banyak lagi cara lain.. so sorry to say, this is not our culture. okay, tak nak hilang mood sbb diorang ni.. so let's move to the next..

next, reserved..

sepanjang 9 hari latihan kat D.M sekali je aku mintak reserve.. sbb pening kepala. baru lah aku sedar yg aku ni actually tak tahan dengan bau2an. hari tu aku pening bcoz of B.O*body odour and bau rokok.. so aku pun turun lah sbb dah tahan dengan b.o2 bdk2 lelaki ni.. naik pitam aku dibuatnya.. hhaha...time kat bawah tu EN.FIRST AID*sorry tak tau nama.. tnya kenapa aku mintak reserve and dengan rasa geramnyaaku cakap lah aku sakit kepala sebab bau rokok and b.o.. EN.FIRST AID gelak giler2 and i wonder why dia nak gelak..after few while aku ternampak dia smoke.. and more wonder..huh..maka, dengan ini, saya cik------ taknak kwn dengan orang yg merokok.. stay away from me please..

next, celebration hari raya

just wanna show the pics..

with my housemate

me in front our home sweet home

*pics terbesar pulak..no need to enlarge..clean and clear you all nak tengok..

next,hurmmm...tengok gambar la pulak..sebab tak tau nak story morry apa lagi..hehehe..

video time practice make perfect

.yellow.

.payung yang sweet.

.our cap.

.long way to go through.

.heading to the bus.

.more than 10000 involved .

.our coach.

.our day.

.our backbone.

.jalur gemilang.

.human l.e.d.

.our hands.

.our independent day.

finally, done.. 16 sept 2011 we leave them all but one thing we still keep in mind is all the memories there.. every each of the moment are mean to be remembered. we have created our own history. and we PROUD to be ANAK MALAYSIA.. KAMI ANAK MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!*sambil nyanyi lagu kami anak malaysia..

that's all for this entry.. i spent a few days to write this entry.. hahaaha..and finally.. done with it.. however, there are so many things to be story morry in this entry but i just take few things that i wanna share.. thanks for reading.. see you..

p/s: things would be happened if you wish so..

demam.. kenapa datang sekarang?

assalamualaikum..salam syawal to all.

hidung dah berair..tekak dah perit sgt2..kepala pun dah pening2 'butterfly'..ini bermakna aku sedang demam.. setelah sekian lama mr.demam tak datang melawat aku, hari ni dengan baik hatinya dia datang meluangkan masa dengan aku.. hopefully jap je.. bukan tak rindu ngan mr.demam tapi dia datang masa tak sesuai.. takde orang nak jage aku..so singgap jap je ye..please.. i'm begging you..seriously bkn tak suka dia dtg tapi bukan sekarang.coz there are so many things to be done in these few days. i need to use my mental and physical.. just imagine, how i'm gonna go through this 10 days if i'm not feeling well...esok pagi nak gerak gi putrajaya.. 10 hari nak menghadap latihan sambutan hari malaysia. ya allah, sihatkanlah tubuh badan aku.. okay, tak larat nak teruskan entry.. thats all for today.. love you readers..   wish me get well very soon ya.. amin..

p/s: putrajaya..please dont let my 'eyes' playing around ya..

dream..mimpi indah or nightmare?

assalamualaikum to all..
this is entry is about DREAM a.k.a MIMPI
orang tua2 cakap setiap mimpi tu ada maksud tersurat/tersirat.. betul ke? or just a myth? boleh percaya ke? so i wanna story morry bout my few night dreams..

• first, bout ANACONDA. aku penah mimpi kena kejar dgn anaconda.. biasenye dgr mimpi pasal ular2 biasa.. tbe2 je aku mimpi pasal anaconda.. seriously, bangun tido jek terasa penat as if kena kejar betul2.. and yg best nye prince charming selamatkan aku.. ececeh.. bajet hero je mamat tu.. tp tak dpt tgk pun muka dat guy.. so aku tak tau laa sape mamat tu.. then, aku story kat mak n few people.. diorang ckp biasenye kalau mimpi pasal ular ni ada orang nak masuk minang..betul ke??? and one of diorang ckp maybe orang 'besar' sbb aku mimpi ANACONDA...hahahaha...mitos semata-mata..abaikan.. 
• second, bout GIGI. rasanye within this week, aku mimpi pasal patah gigi. biasenye orang mimpi gigi bawah or atas yg patah, tp aku pulak semua gigi patah.. kenapa ye? so aku pun tnye my mum. mak ckp kalau gigi bawah maksudnya orang umur bawah aku meninggal and kalau atas orang umur atas aku yg meninggal.. but the problem is aku mimpi semua gigi yg patah.. is there any sign for this dream? takut..yup..aku mmg takut.. mimpi sometimes give us signs..but sometime we never realize bout it.. ya allah, hopefully there's nothing bad to be happened.. 
• third?- otw kot.

actually, mcm2 mimpi tp ni yg obvious..so any idea is that true bout the dream? is the dream bad or good? no one knows right. only HIM knows everything.. so serahkan kpdNYA.. just pray for the best. insyallah.. sebaik-baik janji...

p/s: believe it or not

assalamualaikum.. salam syawal..

hari dah 5 syawal.. esok nk balik ipg tercinta..tp....hurmmmmmmmmm.........u all boleh baca tak ape yg ade kat dlm hati skrg ni??TAK NAK BALIK BOLEH TAK???...................konfem laa tak boleh.. so terpaksa reflect kan kpd SAYA NAK BALIK SEKARANG BOLEH TAK???..ececeh...hipokrit la pulak...hahaha..whatever it is. i love my ipg laa....kihkihkih...dah ready ke brg2 nk balik? konfem laa aku lum ready pape..1 benda pun tak packing lagi.. sbb penyakit MALAS menyerang..huhu...hari tu balik kg mcm nk blk cuti sem padahal cuti 1 mggu jek.. so konfem la esok aku blk pun mcm nk stay selama-lamanya kat ipg tercinta tu.. alamakkkkkkkkkkkk.......lupa nak beli tiket bas........hehehe..bajet kg mcm kat kelantan jek.. hellooo cik bella, rumah hang tu 21 minit je nk sampai ipg ok..naik bas ting tong pun sampai ipg b4 kul 7 tau..hahaha....

p/s: doakan aku sampai ipg dgn selamat ye..

syawal?

assalamualaikum.. salam ramadhan....oppsss..salam syawal laa..

pejam celik pejam celik..eh eh..dah 5 syawal..rasa mcm bru semalam berpuasa*dialog biasa kte dgr..haha

RAYA 2011, ape yg aku rasa ye??? ofcoz laa happy go lucky..hahahaha...why?

1 syawal: we're in green

jom tgk list reason aku happy raya 2011:

1. puasa penuh......?????oppss
2. everybody is here*blk kg serkam..
3. settle kemas rumah b4 malam raya*biasenye mlm raya aku still sibuk mengemas
4. we all pakai green time pagi raya
5. dah besar mcm ni pun still dpt duit raya total 3 angka..*bkn 3k..huhu
6. dpt bg anak2 duit raya* every year aku bg.. rasanye tak penah miss
7. semua yg di atas..actually bnyk lagi.. but then aku suka no.7, so aku list kan sampai no.7 je.. 

what ever it is.. happy or tak this year aku dpt raya 5 hari je sbb hari2 seterusnya we all 'beraya' kat putrajaya....rehearsal for hari malaysia 16sept2011.. so tgk laa we all kat tv yek...hahaha

p/s: buat something kena ikhlas so that takde laa rasa berat sgt pun..

sorry

to someone: I'M VERY SORRY

coz i leave you without any single word..

coz i have to do this

coz i should not do this to you

coz i should not do that to you

coz i should not let you waiting for me

coz i should not give you any hope

coz i cant give my heart to you

coz i cant force my self to give any commitment for this while

and

coz i'm not meant for you..

whatever it is,

i'm very grateful bcoz have somebody like you..

i'm very thankful to have a friend just like you who never giving up

i'm very glad to have you as a friend

but i have to go.. thanks a lot my dear friend.. thanks for your care on me. thanks for everything..

we're meant to be just a friend which never end up with any other relationship..i tried so many times but i found nothing.. sorry for that..

................................SORRY....................

novel..

salam untuk semua..

mood: novel

sekarang ni mood nak baca novel je.. tp takde la sampai addicted sgt pun.. setakat jd bed time story ok je kan.. hahaha.. sekarang ni tak banyak sgt keje sbb few coursework dah hand in last week.. yg ada ni pun after raya /merdeka day baru submit.. bella bella, suka sgt tangguh2 keje.. haha.. wanna know my list of novel that i have read?nak kata banyak tak banyak..nak kata sikit pun tak jugak.. tp at least ada la jugak...F.Y.I, aku suka baca tapi nak beli tu mintak ampun la ye.. sbb tak terasa
nak buat koleksi pulak.. one day perhaps..aku start baca novel ni after UPSR rasanye.. kwn baik aku yg supplier novel2 yg aku baca time tu.. 1st novel yg aku baca JANJI DIANA. mcm2 genre novel yg aku dah baca.. mostly love story even aku tahu mostly fake semata-mata.. baca novel ni mmg buat aku leka..tp at the same time byk input yg aku dpt dr novel2 tu..

antara favorite novel aku :

• KASIH YANG SUCI *more than 5 times aku baca. drama pun aku tgk.. seriously mmg best story ni..
• RINDU YANG PERGI* seriously menangis giler2
• OMBAK RINDU * more than 5 time jugak
• ADAM HAWA *same goes to this title.. byk kali bace pun tak jemu..
• CINTA TIGA SUKU*kelakar giler2..

and sekarang ni ada 2 novel sedang Q untuk dibaca, TAHU RASA CINTA and AKU CINTA DIA

Perasan tak semua novel yg aku baca ni in Malay.. bukan tak suka nak baca English novel, tapi......hahaahha...novel Malay aku tak penah beli, tp English novel banyak la jugak aku beli tp 1 pun tak penah habis baca.. 5 pages je aku dah stop.. haha..just imagine novel TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD pun aku liat nak baca.. page1-10 tu dah berulang-ulang kali aku baca.. tp tak gerak2 jugak.. hurmm..mood lum sampai lagi kot.. one perhaps.. insyallah.. dah la kena belajar literature so maksudnya banyak lagi novel2 yg aku kena study.... serve you right cik bella..

P/s: whatever it is cik bella ni tersangat la suka beli buku and setiap kali beli buku dalam hati konfem niat "untuk anak2 aku nnti"...hahaha...

mood: MISS MY FAMILY!!! i wanna hug and kiss them........

i have wrote bout my kids before and today i'll write bout MY FAMILY

first and foremost, our BACKBONE.. mak & ayah

this is our backbone, ISMAIL BIN MAT and ZALEHA BT DOLLAH

wanna know something special bout them?

jarak umur mereka ni 15 years..

ayah: 1944 and mak:1959

jauh kan?

alhamdulillah, bahagia till sekarang

so, ini membuktikan bahawa jarak usia tak menjadi masalah for having any relationship especially for marriage.

my parents married on 1974 and got their 1st child on 1976 and last on 1992* aku lahir tahun ni

my mum kawin time umur 15 thn. and ayah umur 30 thn.

korg kalau dtg rumah my parents konfem giler nk bergambar.. kalau boleh every single side nk shoot. sbb?? ahaha.. my home sweet home ni dihiasi dgn landscape ayah.. serius aku pun giler gmbr kat laman ayah.* tp selalu je mengata landscape ayah...hahahaha

selalu je aku ckp kat ayah nnti one day aku nak tar laman ayah sbb tak de orang nk jage landscape ayah..aku ni dah la malas nak tolong sapu laman.. so kena la cari 'husband' yg minat landscape and rajin nak kemas laman.. kalau tak konfem laa mcm rumah tinggal..

tp aku takkan sampai hati nak buat macam tu..

its will remain as our memory..kalau mak pulak aku suka nak story pasal cara dia kejut aku bgun pagi.. disebabkan anak dara dia ni tersgt lah susah nk ngun pagi*itu dulu okay! , so mcm2 cara mak kejut aku..

first mak ketuk pintu smbil panggil nama aku..pastu mak biarkan dulu..

after few minutes takde respon mak masuk bilik switch off kipas.. reason switch off kipas sbb aku tak suka tido kipas off coz nanti nyamuk2 suka buat konsert kat telinga aku..

pastu mak keluar..pintu mak biar terbukak..

aku sanggup bgun gi switch on kipas..hahaha

then kalau still tak bgun mak masuk lagi bukak langsir pulak..konon bile ada cahaya masuk aku sedar laa rupenye hari dah siang!!!

tp tak jalan jugak..

after dah mcm2 cara mak suruh aku bgun

last sekali, mak akan tutup balik pintu dgn agak kuat.

so time tu aku tau mak tgh marah!!!

hahahaha....

so buat la muka seposen switch off kipas -bukak pintu- keluar bilik -basuh muka berus gigi- gi dapur-borak2 ngan mak

actually setiap action yg mak aku buat tu diselangi dgn bebelan yg amatlah menusuk kalbu..hahaha

dulu je, sekarang tak lagi....*ye ke????

#ila syg mak ayah..

next, my first brother...along

along.aka. AZLIE BIN ISMAIL

15 mei 1976

my bro ni dah kawin and has a sweet little daughter.

tak tau story pasal apa..

hurmm...bout pagi nak tak??

pagi2 lagi phone aku tercall no.hp along.. phone pun tau rindu kat along.. ahaha

tibe2 je along call balik..

me: along, sorry phone ila tercall laa..sorryyyy

along: laa ye ke?? no mesti nama pakwe lebih kurang nama along ni...hahahah

me: haha..ooopppssss

along: kat mana tu?

me: baru je smpai hostel. smlm balik umah.. pagi ni ade class.. so kena la blk..

along; ooooo

me: tak keje ke?

along: ngah keje ni.. biasa la bawak kete je..

me: ooo..ngah test kete ke?

along: aah..tak lama lg Pesona nak kuar design baru..cantik laaa.. sesuai sgt kalau cikgu2 mcm ila drive..

me: wowwww...along belikan satu ok..tq2..

along: hahaha...

..........................................................lama gak kitorg borak..nmpk sgt aku rindu kat along..smpi phone call kan.. haahaa

masa kecik2 dulu giler2 manja ngan along..biasa laa adik last la kate kan.. so pantang je kalau along balik kg konfem aku ajak along merempit kat kg tu.

best gler round petang2 naik motor RXZ color merah along..superb seyh..

hah.. tibe2 nak story pasal nih..

time along nikah aku tak dt tgk pun sbb aku kat hostel.. sedih giler2 time tu.. b4 nikah tu aku call along sambil nangis.. my sists cakap along pun nangis time tu..

just imagine orang yg paling aku manja nak nikah tp aku tak dpt tgk...:(

sedih -sedih-sedih....

#love you along...

next, my first sister..kakngah

kakngah a.k.a AZALEEFA ISMAIL

24 january 1978

dah kawin jugak and has 4 kids..

kalau tgk badan rase mcm tak caye je dah anak 4..

sometimes org igt kakngah ni still stdy tak kawin lagi.. *sebaliknye berlaku kat aku

hahaha..

nak story pe ye?

hurmmm....*smbil dok pikir

hah

dah dpt

setiap kali dtg umah kakngah kat bandar tasik selatan konfem menu wajib yg aku order MEE GORENG kakngah.. seriously mmg favorite aku..

*kalau tgk mee tu mcm biase je tp disebabkan cik bell ni tak reti masak so mee tu jadi sgt sedap...

kakngah ni selalu jadi mediator kalau aku ngan akak gaduh.

selalu nasihat kat adik dia yg degil ni.. sbb kadang2 aku buat something tak pikir 275 kali

hahahaha

thanks kakngah...

#love you kakngah.

next, my second brother....bande

bande a.k.a AZRAI BIN ISMAIL

27 october 1980

hasn't marry yet. single? i'm not so sure

stay with my mum n dad at home sweet home

story?

hurmm

hah

story pasal basuh baju

bande aku ni suka longgok baju kotor dlm bilik n akan keluarkan bju2 ble dah menimbun ala-ala bukit katil...haha

pastu tnye kat mak or aku

'mesin basuh kosong tak' or 'aku nak basuh bju ni, ko kosong kan mesin tu ye'

so aku pun cpt2 laa abes kan basuh bju konon bande nk basuh bju..

dia angkut bukit bju die tu gi kat mesin bsuh- masuk kan dlm mesin- msukkan sabun- switch on mesin and then kuar umah. subuh keesokkan hari nye baru la balik umah.. kiranya ktorg laa yg kena settle bju dia tu.. kan senang kalau dr 1st ckp kat aku tlg basuh kan bju tu.. ni tak, tnye mcm nk basuh sendiri.. hahaha

bengang je..

whatever it is..

#love you bande.

next, my second sister...akak

akak a.k.a NURIZZATI BT ISMAIL

14 october 1986

married and has one kiut miut son.

hurmmm..

nak story ape yek bout her..

hah..

dpt dah

dr kecik aku byk spent time ngan akak..

sbb ktorg membesar sama2

akak darjah 6 aku pulak 6 tahun

pastu pulak dia tak penah dok hostel.

so kat umah tu mengadap muka akak je..

dulu2 akak ni tersangat la garang.. serious tak tipu..

mcm2 benda dia ajar aku

especially bab2 kemas umah.

dr kecik dia dah suruh aku buat mcm2

dulu selalu je merungut

konon kecik lg tak yah wat semua tu

sekarang ni bru la aku sedar nape dia suruh aku wat semua tu

ktorg selalu gaduh..

ayah selalu ckp ktorg ni mcm kucing ngan anjing

gaduh..gaduh..gaduh..

tp jap je..

one more, dari dulu sampai sekarang aku share everything ngan akak .

i repeat..EVERY SINGLE THING

ingat lagi time kecik2 dulu..

ada sorg mamat tuisyen aku ni minat kat aku.

siap bagi surat bagai kat aku.

aku pun bagi la kat akak suruh dia baca and tolong reply kan

sbb aku tak suka nk layan

panjang la juga akak tulis surat tu.

mcm2 ada

hahahaha..

kelakar kan?

ape lagi yek??

sekarang ni dah besar we all still share everything

EVERY SINGLE THING

#ila syg akak

last and the last, ...ila@adik

ila a.k.a adik a.k.a NUR NABILAH BINTI ISMAIL

27 may 1992

sape ni yek??

mesti lah aku..

aku kan anak last..the last one in family

hahahaha..

bajet nak adik lg

tp takde rezeki..oppss

in family ayah sorang je panggil aku ADIK..

yg lain2 panggil aku ILA

tp time nk marah diorang panggil NABILAH

kwn2 je panggil BELLA

tu pun tak semua panggil bella

hurmm

perasan tak adik beradik aku ni selang seli*orang panggil selang bunga

along-kakngah-bande-akak----ingatkan last laki..tp keluar baby girl yg kiut miut*aku la tu..

hahaha

sape yg pilih nama aku?

hurm

menurut source yg boleh dipercayai

kakngah yg pilih

CAHAYA YG CERDIK DAN PANDAI

kakngah suka gunakan quote ni kalau nak nasihat aku

sbb nama kita ialah peribadi kita

manja ke aku ni?

orang selalu ckp anak bongsu manja

tp aku rasa macam tak je

haha

tp betul laa

aku dimanjakan

semua benda yg aku nk selalu la jgak dpt tp kena tapis betul2 and dipertimbangkan

best jugak jadi anak last

pernah dulu aku ckp kat kakngah n akak

'you all dah kawin tinggal la i sorg2, boring la macam ni'

diorang ckp

'dont worry k. ila kau tak kan boring sbb anak2 we all ada'

'nnti time kau kawin konfem meriah sbb anak2 we all dah besar2'

'semua org meraikan kau'

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okay.. done with this entry..

ingatkan nk post semalam.tp tertido kepenatan shopping ngan ash..

enjoy reading.. salam ramadhan al-mubarak

8 more day to go....perbanyakkan amal ibadah dalam 10 mlm terakhir ni..

hijau=green

salam untuk semua..

hurmm...raya is just around the corner!!!!!

10 more days to go.

semalam sibuk cari baju for my parents..

and i feel and thinking of something..

hahhaaa..dulu time kecik2 mak ayah sibuk cari baju utk aku.. tp semalam aku yg sibuk cari baju utk mereka..*dah besar rupenye aku ni.. opppsss..

aku pilih semuanya and then suruh mak fitting.. macam time aku kecik2 dulu.. sebijik..

hahahaha.. ayah pun sama..both of them got blue for their apparel. blue skirt and blouse for mak and blue shirt for ayah.. and me????haruslah biru juge.... hahathis is called as kebetulan yg dirancang...*macam mana tu?

title hijau=green tp story morry pasal biru=blue pulak.. ter interframe lak..sorry yek Ms.Green.

this year we all tema hijau.. as usual laa.. aku mmg susah sikit nk compromise dgn hijau.. kat almari tu byk je bju hijau tp seriously jarang pakai...sbb ada barrier kat kepala ni 'cik bella tak suka hijau'.....ooopppsss...kalau laa aina dgr ni konfem kne tazkirah ngan dia lagi... ok..dah byk melalut.. ok back to the topik.. so disebabkan tak suka sgt hijau aku pun mcm nekad taknak beli bju kurung hijau..bajet macam nak pakai bju2 lama yg tergantung cantik kat dlm almari tu.. ayah offer nak belikan pun aku tolak mentah2.. hahaha...last2 hari ni aku TERBELI sepasang bju kurung HIJAU.=GREEN!!!!!!terbeli ok!... ececeh...tak ngaku bju tu cantik pulak..

knpe beli?hurmm..byk sbb..

1st: color hijau

2nd: fabric viscose

3rd: corak polkadot

4th: affordable sgt2!!!

5th: tbe2 terpikir *takkan laa raya 1st nak pakai bju lama, org lain sume pakai bju baru

6th: sbb NAK BELI!!!!!

7th: semua diatas....sekian harap maklum

hahaha..ok ada 7 reasons aku beli baju tu.. knpe 7? sbb aku suka no.7.. aku tanya aku yg jawap...hahaha..

ok that's all .. thanks for reading.. salam ramadhan al mubarak..

senyum..senyum..senyum...

senyum=SMILE

alhamdulillah..

once again, allah gives me another chance...

mood: senyum

do you believe the power of SMILE?

I DO..

why i said so?

because I FEEL IT

when i start my day with a smile

i'll end my day with a smile too

when we give a smile we'll get the smile back from other.

this makes me feel the happiness of life

so believe me, smile has the power of happiness.

let's SMILE together..

no charge for it.. it is F.O.C

WHY PAY MORE IF YOU CAN GET IT FREE!!!!!

7 years waiting for...19 days be with...

an innocent girl could not accept anybody even tried her best .

7 years she tried to ignore and avoid her feelings towards anybody because she believe all the words.. and hope it will come true one day.. but the end of the day, the words are just words without meaning..the innocent girl is waiting for something which is meaningless..

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7 years with nothing..

but,

19 days be with...

i learned a lot..

i learned the reality of life.. thank you for encouraging me to learn more in my life..

19 years, i waste my days without knowing more in the real life..

i love this quote,

learn from experience, share knowledge and celebrate success

i'll remember those words..

am i ready and though enough to step up into this real life?

YES!!!

I WILL and I CAN...

with bless

insyallah.. the best promise....

now on wards...

i live my life without the 'hope' and left the 'promises' behind..

it comes back....

i got my feelings back.. but at the end of story.. i realize that i should ignore it because sometimes it's hurt to feel...