azura is not only a typical malay movie :)

assalamualaikum  to all :)

Saturday is the best day to spend a day together with our beloved. and today, i choose to spend my day with my lovely cousin Chacha. we shared a lot of stories together and we have planned something for our future. as we all know, we plan what we want to achieve in our life time, but Allah the only one can make it true.

The best in this outing was, we watched a malay movie of Azura which was directed by Aziz M.Osman and her own wife Lily as the producer.

This watching time wasn't in my list-to-do at first, but suddenly, we felt wanna watch a movie and Azura was the lucky movie for today. 

Talking about Azura,  its all about L.O.V.E, but, there are things behind this love story. 

While watching this movie, my mind kept thinking about the meaning behind the all the scenes in this movie. 

this movie is not only a typical malay movie that always show the ordinary story line. this movie is different and it shows to me how extraordinary it is. 

maybe there are people will silly look towards my comment, but this is what i see from this malay movie. 

first, i was somehow argued w some people about early age marriage. there is a question mark why people especially family, somehow doesn't agree when a teenager asks permission for marry her/his partner. this is what was happened in my family before i found the rational answer. and i got an answer from this movie. wanna know the reason of WHY? 

because, marriage is not an easy thing like we learn ABC or 123 or like we play a game such crossword puzzle. marriage is about to share every single thing in our life with our spouse. sharing means we do everything together and we share the easiness and the difficulties together.

but, when it happens oppositely, the marriage will face a problem even just a silly problem. 

  when talking about early age marriage, i am focusing on 2 in 1 couple who are marry and study at the same time. they are killing two birds in one shot. why i said so? because, they do 2 BIG things in life in 1 SHORT time. how incredible they are, isn't it? 

do they realize that the marriage phase is not an easy to go through? especially when they are still early in studies. don't they feel like to achieve their vision and ambition before they step into the next phase of their life? 

i got the answers for all the questions . 

and this is what i got. 

life is about something to be experienced, to be learned, to be explored. 

and i see there are things that will be a barrier to achieve certain things in life. especially in achieving our ambition and our desire.

people may say this, married person can still can achieve their ambition and desire. 

but, they don't see that marriage still build a block between. 

lets see a dialogue from this film,

"sanggup kau ketepikan cita-cita kau demi seorang suami?sedangkan kau punya masa depan yang cerah? "

2 difficult decisions to be made , only one can be chose. 

marriage OR future.

and my answer is, my FUTURE is in my hand. so, i would like to fulfill all my wish list first and marriage will come after. because, today is not the same as the back time. 

but, if Allah says, my time is coming in this few more years before i finish my study,

 i'm nobody to say NO. i juz follow what HE had decided for my life time. 

i wish to get the best from HIM. amenn.. 

*this is my personal opinion. i write what i think. any comment? please do write below :)

notabutterfly: i'm planning my future life :)

entry pertama 2012

assalamualaikum.. to all.. 

1st day in 2012.. i'm not going to wish anything. don't ask WHY. 

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this entry is for someone who i owe him many stories but then i just wanna share only one for today.. the rest are still keep in 'buku 555'. okay!! don't worry you'll get them all , one day means not today.. 

yesterday, i promise to story you about the drama on 'aduh sayang' right...so let me write them here and it easy for you to read.. 

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aduh sayang. 

it's all about a life after married. there's a  young-married couple who have 2 little children. both husband and wife are working at different places and nobody can take care of their children while they are working. so, they decided to send their children to one of nurseries nearby. but then, their life is still look miserable as they could not handle their children very well. they have to wake up every night when the children are crying or else the children sometimes are under-controlled. they sometimes late to office, sleepy. and feel tired while working. these should not happen while working, right?

however, everything change after one fine day.......

one day, they visit their parents. and their parents could see how miserable their life are. so, they give an opinion to them to ease their burden. their parents volunteer to take care of their children and they may take them on weekends. it sound easy but for them, it's too difficult to let their children away from them. however, after thinking the pro and cons, finally they agreed and let their parents look after the little children. 

in just few weeks, a lot of things happen and the most important is they seem like more cheerful and enthusiastic in their office. everyone can see their changes. until, the husband get an offered to work at Melbourne. the husband gives an idea to the wife to continue her masters there. sounds good and everyone is happy with the offer except the wife because, she thinks about the little children. they could not afford to hire someone to look after their children or send them to nursery. so, their parents once again trying to help them. they once again volunteer to look after the little children while they stay there in 3 years. 

however, they only come back after 5 years. what do they expect after 5 years leave the children with their   grandparents. so many things change in 5 years. both little children are growing up. they start thinking about their parents and they are too close to their grandparents. they called them 'mak' and 'ayah'. can you see how close they are. they seems could not accept their own parents. and feel angry to them. they are too young to think the reasons of WHY. fortunately, their grandparents know how to talk to the children. 

to make it short, the husband and wife start to give up and admit it as their own fault at first. however, the children are also start to think about it. they realize that they should not do that to their parents. 

finally, they live happily ever after......

............THE END..........

that's all i think. i hope you like it.. so, you can mark as PAY in your 'buku 555'. hahaha.. the rest i'll pay it later.. later means not today.. 

okay, saya nak berbahasa melayu setelah mengarut dalam English language. okay, admit ayat tunggang - langgang. at least cuba okay. banyak yang perlu di improve. tahun baru ni saya improve okay. 

cerita ni sangat best. seronok tengok sampai rasa nak gelak guling-guling. kelakar and i wonder if it'll happen to me. semoga tidak. saya dah fikirkan solution untuk masalah ni semalam.  okay, my future husband take note ya.

this is my idea: 

• saya nak seorang m.a.i.d. tapi half day sebab saya kerja pagi sampai petang so malam saya boleh take over.. . 

reasons: 

• saya tak nak hantar anak2 kat rumah parents saya ok. 
• saya nak parents saya rehat goyang kaki je kat rumah 
• saya tak nak berhenti kerja selagi ada cara nak selesaikan masalah... penat2 saya belajar 5 tahun setengah kat ipg tercinta senang2 awak nak saya berhenti kerja... oppss, sorry.. saya tak nak sebab saya akan sangat sayang career saya as teacher. so, before get marry kita discuss pasal ni yek.. kalau tak saya tak nak kawin.. FULLSTOP. I DONT CARE....

hahaha..dah macam buat paperwork pulak... tapi ni la realitinya.. so, kepada my future husband seriously, take note okay. tak kisah siapa pun anda.. we'll meet after few more years okay.. saya taknak jumpa anda sekarang.. peace :)

that's all...till then. love you all.. 

p/s: future planning is a must. kita merancang, Allah jua yang menentukan.. semoga apa yang dirancang menjadi kenyataan. aminnnn... 

this is me!

assalamualaikum.. and have a nice day all

pernah tengok movie camprock? cerita lama tapi aku baru je tertengok last week.. dah lama terperap dalam miss lappy. dah berhabuk siap dengan sarang labah2.. haha.. tertengok pun sebab keboringan di tahap yang melampau.. alasan semata-mata.. i got something from this movie. meanings that it's not a waste when i watched this movie. wanna know what i've got from it?

1. JUST BE YOURSELF. DON'T PRETEND TO BE OTHERS BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW YOURSELF IS BETTER THAN THEMSELVES. i learnt that no matter who we are, just be ourselves. no harm done if we are not pretty, rich or else we are not excellent enough. just be ourselves. because, the best and successful person is the one who has pretty brain, rich heart and excellent behavior. honesty is the main point to be successful.
2. BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT.
3. BELIEVE YOURSELF
4. and i love this song too.

I've always been the kind of girl

That hid my face

So afraid to tell the world

What I've got to say

But I have this dream

Right inside of me

I'm gonna let it show, it's time

To let you know

To let you know

This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

Do you know what it's like

To feel so in the dark

To dream about a life

Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems

Like it's too far away

I have to believe in myself

It's the only way

This is real, This is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you, I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me (this is me)

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

p/s: regret. no more hiding who i want to be.

bini-biniku gangsters.

assalamualaikum..

you all dah tgk movie ni? seriously the best. i like like like like.. oppsss..over pulak. aku pegi dgn my 2 girlfriends. fatin and diyana. gelak giler2 citer ni.. hurmm.. but then, ada scene yg rasa nak keluar air mata ni tp control la kan.. hahaha.. just imagine, a woman tends to let her husband marries another woman because she couldn't give birth. seriously, this is too sad. another thing is, the 2nd wife married to her husband just because to revenge. this is call as sweet revenge.. ya, how could she did it.. wanna know more bout this movie, just go to GSC@MBO and buy ticket for this movie.. hahaha. experience it by your own is better than listen to others.

what ever it is.. i give 9/10 stars for this movie.. i adore you SS.. see ya..


p/s: why couple seat? there's another hidden agenda.. think it positively.